Vegas 2026

women lose natural desire

For men bc they don't want to make the sacrifices that true love that comes from male to female requires. It's that paradox Jesus talks about, the death that is life. In order to be a part of true love a woman has to die to certain things, lose her life to gain it. Pride has to go. 

And a male is a challenge for a female to live with, to journey with. 

wish I could tell my younger sister..

How our older sister posted on the wall of our mom's former bedroom only her pic, and my two older brothers. It shows me that maybe from when I was born she resented my arrival, seeing it as rival to affections, perhaps, of siblings and parents. 

And from there she resented my talents and gifts, and has lived a weird life that's trying to be better than me, and has tried to do sorcerous

work to bring evil males around for seduction, and has tried to destroy me as well. 

But I also wonder when I see the three photos and having eliminated my and my younger siblings' photos, if she longed for no more to be born after Mark. My dad grew up with only a sister. Maybe she really only wanted to be one sister of our older brother. 

Then she's like this ranting child who has wanted her own way and has countless constituents who want to fulfill her sick wishes...including destroying the sister she is jealous of. 

She's done horrible sorcerous things including I believe she killed my younger sisters dog out on a street that's 42, which is a six and later killed my dog which was exactly like my younger sisters dog out on that same 42nd Street. 

The intention with the first dog was to cause my younger sister to hate me. The dogs were black, that was significant as well. My younger sisters cat disappeared when we went camping. That was my older sister. It was black too.

My black and white cat got killed on a freeway near our house. That was probably my sister. My cousin's dog just died recently, found dead in her cage. I believe that was my sister. 

My orange cat back when that black dog got killed and the black cat disappeared, it also disappeared. I believe they was my sister as well. She is sick. 

You see, when I was a little kid. Before all this began, I carried a plush toy of a black cat everywhere and not a doll. My sister knew how much I loved animals. 

destroyer shall not

Isaiah 54: 16, 17 paraphrase 

I created the destroyer says Hashem.  Where is the destroyer when he sets out to destroy?

No weapon formed against you shall succeed, and every tongue that rises against you in judgement, YOU shall condemn!!

This is the heritage of the servants of Adonai and their righteousness is from ME, says Adonai.

The destroyer shall not destroy them, Satan. 

Hands off, Satan. No weapon shall succeed, Satan. Blood of the passover lamb.