have to share this funny scenario

It could become a movie scene. Two black males were sitting in a booth at a sports bar I was at. A man was playing guitar and singing, sorry, but not very talented really, and rhythm only semi cool. The two men work there, were on break and they looked soooo bored. One was sort of napping. I wanted to take a video of them listening to this dude it was so funny. 

Elon musk

Do you feel you have heard about Elon enough yet or do you need more? You aren't tired yet, of seeing his name his pic every time you fricken turn on your phone or computer, are you?

Michael Gerson

Minneapolis article says republican not what it should be and may be reason for losses. The way people are today who claim to be republican, can't declare myself to be loyal to that. 

(56? Same age Lincoln passed. Adds to eleven which represents justice in Tarot.) (Lincoln s wife practiced tarot)

Facebook

Really burned me. I posted at a group that I admin saying that Reagan proclaimed that only one generation needs to come along that can destroy America, and I said, this is that generation. And I said that Lincoln predicted America s enemies would be her own people, and that's what we see. Not anyone out there but our own. After that I got a weird notification, weird bc it didn't stay on my notifications, that threatened to remove political and religious posts and comments. They threatened everything on my account and said I could download material B4 they do this and set Dec 1st as demolition day. Well, it came and went. Yet I'm just fed up with them. What began as a FUN forum became so ugly as this!!

no One is an island

So we thus need to move collectively ahead. People have collectively moved towards enlightenment. And so it continues. Europe was in darkness until collectively they began to challenge a political church and set out to have personal faith. Germany was ahead in that. 

So to work out what's wrong for me, I have to take others with me. Others have to find the same. My own dreams coming true have to mean other people fulfill their dreams too. I can't go to summits alone. Look at history. Martin Luther didn't discover he was accepted by God, not shamed, in isolation. His victory changed the entire west. It revolutionized faith.

Bill Withers song

Lyrics: "you're too much for one man but not enough for two" LOL

man's first best friend

God in giving man a woman as his first friend, would she be intellectually inferior to him?

the celestial articles

Heaven's goods, (Thomas Paine) are much harder to gain. Why? Bc we live in a fallen and corrupt world. Like it or not, we are all slowed down and affected by the evil around us.  Like it or not, to apprehend the good is harder than to glide on the highway to hell. 

things take time

None of us have much time on this earth, yet regardless, things take time.  It's why we spend so much of our lives waiting. 

If only young people would realize that good things are hard won, but especially they take time. Then they could prepare themselves for what time things take.

must be really nice...

Not to let knowledge get in your way. Line from movie "narrow margin"

song about cats

Fur rhymes with purr, maybe a rap song?

Babyface Sept 2022

https://youtu.be/SnxwrSa5c4c

Not til recently did I learn this dude wrote lots of popular songs including songs Boyz to men sang. Musical genius.

if I could summons any hot man

In this world, like a Cleopatra, i'd still pick you

Only you

I am the...

Hey, I am the truth
Hey, I am the wisdom of the fallen; I'm the youth
Hey, I am the greatest; hey, this is the proof
Hey, I work hard, pray hard, pay dues, hey
I transform with pressure; I'm hands-on with effort
I fell twice before; my bounce back was special
Letdowns will get you, and the critics will test you
But the strong will survive; another scar may bless you, ah

For u I'm gonna try to be the greatest 

Oh-oh, I got stamina

Oh-oh, I got stamina

Oh-oh, I got stamina

Oh-oh, I got stamina

where we get the word "bull"

People also ask

What does Expression cock and bull mean?

An unbelievable tale that is intended to deceive; a tall tale. For example, Jack told us some cock and bull story about getting lost. This expression may come from a folk tale involving these two animals, or from the name of an English inn where travelers told such tales.

From this we have our expression, "that's a bunch of 'bull'" or "bullshit"

the wait is excruciating

But I know you're the best thing that ever happened to me 

kazakhstan

Considered maybe the earliest location where horses were domesticated maybe 6,000 years ago. 

Film Noir

This is a film type I've been drawn to lately. I was wondering how people define it. This one source said film buffs or experts have differing definitions of it. But it says that dismal or negative themes came from the depression and also, since many deal with bad females, they draw from men around WW2 who returned to their wives to find they had changed, I guess not for the better. Their women were working more. It says some stories come from books written in the 1930s. Hitchcocks 'Rebecca' falls directly into that category, written by English female writer Daphne du maurier. They are usually in black and white,, for the visual effect, existing after color had come into film, although 'Body Heat', which is inspired by 1940s 'double indemnity' is truly a film noir in color. 'Suspicion,' by Hitchcock in black and white is about a male who is sinister yet would definitely seem to fit the genre. 

'Hush hush sweet Charlotte' is a classic film noir where a female cousin is trying to make her cousin crazy in order to get her money. 'Whatever happened to baby Jane' is about sisters. One sister has caused her sister a car accident and takes care of her invalid sister but is trying to kill her. This stems from envy bc the sister she's trying to kill became a bigger movie star than her though she had been the bigger star. 

the audacity

Of someone to quote a man who was damning the queen and England in the day of her death wishing her pain...so I will say, if course, as an American I know that England was partly about oppression and wrongdoing. But it is important to acknowledge our founders were mostly British and that for ex. John Locke, brilliant people and moral people of Britain started to forge the idea of this nation. 

Since their liberation along with ours they have produced countless works of creativity: music, film, comedy. And because they had the wisdom to form a friendship with us we have helped them to remain dominant in this world. 

 

good god

Patrick swayze wrote she's like the wind! With some unknown named Stacey. I had no idea he was that talented!

she's like the wind

https://youtu.be/lU9p1WRfA9w

Roger lays it down for Peter

Text to a fb friend: Cannot find him. Found this though which makes sense but my hypothesis is, sure, America no longer existing as it has been but disappearing? All nations he's referring to have survived but have been reduced to much less powerful and yet have had good cultures and beliefs etc. 

Here it is, someone named Roger, I don't know who he is

"Dear Roger,

What happens to America in the end times?

Sincerely, Peter

Dear Peter,

The quick and simple answer is that no one knows. [!!!!!] However, there are some Biblical and political possibilities.

Let me begin by listing for you the major predictive passages in the Bible. The Book of Revelation promises a blessing to those who read and understand these prophetic truths. Daniel relates in the final chapter of his book that God will open up the prophetical books at the end times so that those with wisdom can discern what is coming.

The primary predictive passages are Ezekiel 37-39, Daniel 2 and 7-12; Matthew 24-25; 1 Thessalonians 4:13-5:11; 2 Thessalonians 2:1-12; and Revelation 4-22.

I see at least three possibilities for what happens to the United States in the end times. First, America is not even around for the end times. The average lifespan of large, significant Kingdom or national empires is about 300 years. Most of them fall apart because of military action from their neighbors by collapsing from the inside as evidenced by a loss of any one or more of the following factors: values and morals; a collapsing of the fabric of their society; using up natural resources; changes in weather patterns; as well as a deteriorating relationship with their trade partners—among other equally significant factors .You can decide for yourself whether or not you think America will exist as a nation much longer based on these factors.

By the way, most cultures go through three-recurring-generational cycles before finally breaking down. These cycles occur multiple times through the Biblical book of Judges. The first generation fights the battles. The second generation enjoys the benefits. The third generation gives it all back again. The cycle then repeats."

I only quote part of his writing. My hypothesis based on what he said is America may exist but not as a dominant country anymore. Bc this is what has happened to so many empires. The countries still exist but they no longer dominate. I think we ARE in the end times so here we are, America is here. I believe we have already seen the antichrist in Mohammed but the Bible says there have been many so we keep getting contenders for the prize such as Hitler.  But the most important thing he said is that as things develop we will have greater understanding. I recall teachers about the end times predicting positives for God's people such as, the wealth of the wicked transferred to the just. So end time events actually produce all kinds of exciting positives for those who have chosen life. 

Another positive I've heard is that it is a time of grast harvest of souls. You can't determine that so well by the west where so many have decided that in anticipation of Messiah they become enemies of God.  The harvest worldwide is great. America and Europe have a lot of insanity if you ask me. 

Jamie Foxx surprises with impression

https://youtu.be/_GwPzuyWOgk

whip it live

https://youtu.be/Gd3gl5gnMeA https://youtu.be/3ma3ysfvg4Y love listening to this music of tightly syncopated rhythm that blacks r so famous for!!

Dazz Let It Whip (let it rip)lol

https://youtu.be/lCemjTAw7i0 recalling my dad didn't mind letting them rip even in Public!!

you are my great reward

Who wrote that song? Or is it scripture? He is my great reward?

the boy or girl, cute, Spanish

el niña es muy linda

El nino es muy lindo

Bob Dylan "when the night comes falling..."

When the night comes falling from the sky by bob Dylan

when the night comes falling from the sky lyrics https://g.co/kgs/TS61dH

ah the danger

https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=pfbid0vAed9vhSJJj2BUH4GtQj2LZfSWFdbzsFxnYxqrjsuSsf8AWaWUAydvUFEzEksLcZl&id=100005708239356&sfnsn=mo

Of messing with your own brain beware!!! Someone gave me LSD first year of college and this set me on years of a nightmare!

LSD was once thought of as therapy. I had a boyfriend who'd drop half a lid of acid during the months I was seeing him and he was a looney!

a new music artist I like

https://youtu.be/awXAYSIpE84 he's not new just that I lately have been listening to his music which I adore, this performance with an artist friend is about a man or two men saying they will set the boundaries for any woman who wants them

I'm sorry In Spanish

I'm sorry: "Lo siento" 

Pardon me:

"Perdoname"

black couple long marriage

https://photos.app.goo.gl/S8zC1asKpRqwDyYFA black couple married 87 years say they both believed in God

Andy Gibb sizzle

https://youtube.com/shorts/9nWD93v21rU?feature=share

great loss

It's a great loss losing the people of my parents' generation. They were children during the great depression, and learned to value things. Mom always hated to waste anything. I have to laugh how she'd see if I could eat just a little more so I'd be eating the last of some food so it wouldn't get thrown out after sitting too long in the fridge. They learned to budget well so their rather large family would have enough of everything. We thus learned to value things more. We'd be excited to own things even if second hand bc it still meant having something otherwise unaffordable. 

The girls in our family learned to sew so we could have outfits that were trendy at an affordable cost. Mom taught us how to sew. Among many other professions I could have become a costume maker for film or theater with the education of our innovative clothes making. I actually designed clothes for high school theater with that education at home, for two plays and for a Russian dance troupe that danced in a high school competition bc we learned to alter patterns to suit our desired clothing style. 

Mom took us each fall to see the changing leaves out at the edge of our Minnesota town. So we learned to appreciate nature and many intangible things. Mom was so helpful when we traveled across country to CA or the east coast, making sure we had our meals taken care of.  And again we got to see so much natural beauty out there, Arizona, Utah, California.  Someone we knew grew peaches at their home in CA. 

Our parents led us to those intangibles, and it's sad how many younger generation people don't realize how great this generation was. So many memories come rolling back in the end of my mom's life. 

It's a huge concern, subsequent generations being left behind to deal with the enormous problems we face. Every one of these precious souls of the generation of my parents lost causes me to wonder. I guess it's time to put trust in God like never before.  The Bible says we mourn the loss of a person's life but we don't mourn as we would if that person is a soul that does not die in the Lord. The soul that dies in Him will live again, and we will see them again, so our mourning is only temporary. Thank God for this hope. 

Yet the temporary loss feels like an eternity, doesn't it? I can't believe I've come to the end of her life, of our family's sweet reality of security and love, of our matriarch, and I know that while I am still here it will seem like a forever loss. Goodbye my dear mom. There are no words. 

is this correct? in Spanish

es esto correcto?

the devil doesn't love you, Spanish

You first ask, do you love the devil? (Mary mcclane) Amas diablo?

Answer, the devil doesn't love you

el diablo no te quiere

blurred justice

https://youtu.be/_UGpVsrSLRk

tell me WHY it's not ok to get inspiration from one song to make another???? What's sad, since I have both songs on my song collection and did not recognize an immediate connection, is that a TRIAL of Pharrell and Thicke is so against the spirit of loving music and celebrating the gifts of both Marvin gaye and his alleged rivals!!!

Question asked in the trial of Pharrell: did you think of Marvin Gaye's song at all while writing this song? Pharrell replies "no." What else is he going to say? But the absurdity!  If he merely heard the song "Got To Give It Up" and then THOUGHT of it or got any kind of writing inspiration, THEN it is a federal crime???????? Achhhhhhhhhh our freedom greatly threatened!!!

my goal

https://photos.app.goo.gl/aHsZcbK6kcGbniXh9

please pray for me

https://photos.app.goo.gl/UtM45JpFYcXrwm5v7 my other parent, left looks like I may soon have to also say goodbye to. 

emancipated black woman

https://pin.it/75yT773

1920s lovely eve gown

https://pin.it/63irClV

can u believe Michael Jackson?

https://pin.it/3SkAVxO

https://pin.it/3eleNtS

https://pin.it/414GHwh

Edward era style

https://pin.it/4UkG9sm

lovely 20s honeymoon sleepwear

Look at this... 👀  https://pin.it/2Z7wwR8

part of article, Minneapolis

[Minneapolis] "Police evacuated the woman..."

Wouldn't you know it, another black man killed by Minneapolis PD and he's black and many cops whitehttps://images.app.goo.gl/QSHvZkZXMzK78s848

invasion

Saw the remake of the fifties Invasion Of The Body Snatchers. It is eerily like the reality of humans who get taken over by Satanic angels. One by one they reveal they are insipid dead souls with creepy angels of Satan in them. The movie reflects a similar scenario. 

Vivaldi in rock form

https://youtu.be/Jm8c4PAy_9U

Harrison Ford, who worked with the doors and the eagles as well as acted in iconic films, named this artist as his favorite, a French guitarist,  Patrick Rondat. 

now I understand ecology alarms

https://youtu.be/IV3dnLzthDA

fire by Hendrix, artist is V.A.?

https://youtu.be/h2peGRi2h2w

Artist obscure

the power of Love 😍

https://youtu.be/-UQFBtHEFJ8

blacks in vintage photos

https://photos.app.goo.gl/czXLtMqTB9doQkkc7

eulogy in anticipation of my mom's final moment

Why is it so important, the passing of a human life?

For one, the value of a human life cannot be measured, or of a human soul. Jesus, recognizing that value paid a dear price. 

It's also because this is a human whom one has known for a lifetime. 

It's your mother.  In this age of women seeking personal worth but seemingly falling behind value already established in our past, it is important to acknowledge there is no more important woman in one's life than one's mother. Mother, why do we devalue the most important woman of all? Mother. 

Richard Pryor did a hilarious sketch as the priest visiting the character in the exorcist as a Saturday night live spoof on that movie. He becomes enraged when the crazed child makes evil comments about his mother, using black lingo saying, "your momma.". 

When black families began to be torn apart, with absent fathers, mothers became the one strong stay. He says, "no one says bad about my momma "

My mother has been an incredibly integral part of my life and experience. Letting her go is incredibly difficult. 

I asked the chaplain at st Therese to take a prayer request that I could transcend the difficulty of the end when you don't know if it's the last day or not. But can you ask that it not be difficult? I don't think so.  Death wasn't God's original plan but we messed that up. So there comes that time when you have to say goodbye. Like the song Whitney Houston sang, I say to her, "I will always love you."

attempt to defile our blacks

https://www.facebook.com/groups/WordsfromJesus/permalink/5182896678453468/

blacks in vintage photos

https://photos.app.goo.gl/1EYvUDnc9GB55tZMA

I look to you karaoke

https://youtu.be/GV-OP4bBqn4

Drake

https://youtu.be/xpVfcZ0ZcFM hadn't heard him, do like his sound 

bwahaaa

Selling an old scythe, 1900 on marketplace, I get the weirdest people bc why, it reminds them of grim reaper, or what?

honor the journey painting

https://photos.app.goo.gl/EjZUgWJXXBaQC2846

paintings gone missing

https://photos.app.goo.gl/2EuSS3LdJ6Nr7kQV8

https://photos.app.goo.gl/wupS8SkoaZYi2rk68

straight up karaoke

https://youtu.be/GV-OP4bBqn4

I look to you

Boyce Ave!!https://youtu.be/A-xELYboGMc

I was your idiot teen

When I was sixteen and a sorcerer came from south America to kiss me, kiss of sorcery but am I now? No!

snl sketch the car vibrator

Fake ad showing built in dildo for the female driver.  It is installed right on her seat.  She needs the accompanying pants that open at the crotch, the dildo slips into place, and she can put it on vibrate and it travels with her. Convenient, to help her have all day long orgasms. 

funny but who r they?

https://youtu.be/up8ODGFWgFg

San Fran 1906 colorized?

https://youtu.be/sHkc83XA2dY keep in mind no sound would have been in original

usher

https://youtu.be/up8ODGFWgFg it says there's bad language but I didn't hear any

I'm going to let God fix this

https://photos.app.goo.gl/cpALLDY4zPazKvYW6

charlie parker

https://photos.app.goo.gl/WqEZpAo1qKf1zvSg9

deniece Williams 1976

https://youtu.be/Qy3jKlCoOZU went to a private party in around 79 at Phillip baileys house, and deniece sang this for friends and family that night. She shared how she loved Jesus.

murder, she wrote

A good example of people being the extremists about abortion, the kind of people the liberals fear, are some people who I found when we had an organization of bloggers in Minnesota who actually hung out together.  These were your classic self righteous, angry accusing types. I was promoting the idea of having the law go back to the reasonable that it was, allowing abortion in rarer cases, not abolishing abortion entirely. The idea of trying to impose a law so restrictive on people used to abortion on demand is absurd. 

They were condemning me. They then were arguing about why abortion would never be right.  I was saying that as the old law stated abortion could be right in rare cases. Rape. Incest, and the mother's life endangered. 

These same people were later praising the book "the davinci code." So typical. Their legalism hides the fact that they actually don't know the difference between right and wrong. And they wrongly assumed that I was actually saying that women should be forced to abort in these rare cases and I was not. I was raising the notion that maybe it could be right in some cases and should be allowed.  Them, the more righteous,  lambasted me with damnation. Yes these people who parallel the extremes of radical islam are a huge concern!!! I agree!! Because they would have some bizarre cockeyed idea about destroying living beings outside the womb rsuch as blacks or Jews, or some other murderous plot while blasting you with damnation that you defend murder!!

When people on the left have feared the "christian right" I never knew in the past it actually, more than likely refers to the fake Christian right, people who are as confused about right and wrong as these two were. They are people who want radical restrictions on other people but not from any position of true Christlike compassion or moral concern, only a self righteous, self appointed restriction. 

This reminds me of a chilling blue bloods episode where a woman killed prostitutes who was actually supposed to be a devout christian and it had to do with her son who had been tempted by these women. Thus she felt justified. You wonder if it's actually her denial about incest. 

 "Episode 2011) - Plot Summary

Jackie goes undercover as an escort when she and Danny track down a serial killer who is murdering prostitutes in hotel rooms."

It turns out it's a "christian" female who of course was white.  The couple in the blogging community are white too and certainly claim to be christian. Many whites who claim to be christian right now are this demented. I recall now that Jackie lured the lady's son into a hotel room to catch the murdering mom. 

The thing is, Germany was an example of this sort of thing, professing christians who wanted to destroy the very people from whom came their bible and their faith. White "christians." And this is why if we are white we need serious honesty with God and ourselves about what is in us. These exhibit a serious split mind. 

political win roe v wade

As I just posted earlier, really concerned about even this win.   I've been extremely grieved by the abortion Holocaust, yet this win makes me wonder. Personally, I believe laws like this DO help people to make better choices. A better law can help women to value life more than with the law as it was. Many women have sacrificed their consciences to have an abortion. And SOME Americans out there feel as I do. 

But how many rejoice bc they truly are grieved about lowering the value of human life? I'm sure some Americans do. But is it that or is it the hope of having power? This power struggle and the hatred are too extreme.  Sadly,  any power for these people today surely means power to have white dominate non white. I don't think it's too bold to say they may even replace the abortion holocaust for another more familiar type of holocaust. I would love to believe there are so many who want to stop women from dumping fetuses. I would love also to believe so many are grieved by how planned Parenthood had much to do with euthanasia of blacks. I do. But the climate out there is demonic. Does this mean now so many are turning to God? Or is it the hope of power?

Right now I so wish this meant that huge numbers value life, and have conscience but I wonder. 

This is a constant power struggle between two sides I'm not on. The other "side" has had a pretense of caring about nonwhites and workers but it's fake.  They could easily support white supremacy as well. Blacks have realized this and thus turned to the Republican party. But now they just get cozy with enemies. And after this win, watch the backlash now. 

funny SNL sketch or film

Special heaven just for celebrities who's lives were cut short. Could be funny with Marvin gaye and Elvis discussing if there is a need to return to earth to exact vengeance. Lol

because of my dad

I see men as creatures who enjoy just serving their women.  My dad sat at malls waiting for my mom, me, and my sister's to shop. He enjoyed serving his children. He gave his life in service to his family. 

https://fb.watch/dQeHtcMdzE/

could you be criminally insane?

https://fb.watch/dQbzIGE_w3/

pray for Tonkawa Tribe

Oklahoma native tribe.  Pray for all tribes nationwide, for more healing from alcoholism, and healing of broken hearts.  Their lives have been a constant struggle. Dear God, may this end. 

am I sad?

You'd be surprised how I actually feel about not having had children, today.  I have a friend with a son in federal prison. I have a former roommate when living in Los Angeles whose eldest son died from a heroin overdose.  There are families that have insanity in their kids of the same generation through introducing sorcery through harry Potter and other sources. Insanity, addiction, demon possession would have hounded my child. 

I didn't understand then, back when I was younger, why. I was so sad about not having kids. Now I understand. My life was too unstable. My relational choices were too unsuitable for creating family. God only knows what heartbreak I'd have gone through, how my child may have gone through hell.   I'm grateful every day that God saw to it I didn't have the trauma and pain that could have been, or that I didn't bring humans into the world to experience the same. 

But the thing I'm happiest about is that when I faced unwanted pregnancy, I did NOT abort.  God graciously saw to my having a miscarriage. In fact, the fetus that kept me believing I was pregnant had not developed in those three months.  God had already decided. 

Russian Doll 1930s

https://photos.app.goo.gl/7iTcL33EvafsbDLD7

Russian Poster 1976

https://photos.app.goo.gl/3gzr31Jn9CfZ9pCE6

CCCP, from communist era, they did pottery exhibit here in Minnesota

on Dad's day

Fb post asked what dad made. Main thing as electrical engineer was he made electrical connections for things such as our stereo system.  He wired so speakers could be put also in basement. 

we must bow in a moment of silence

The lady who helped to invent the dilly bar, a Minnesotan, just passed. She was 90. lol 

it's amazing how

Ive noticed the many crazies in various western locations in this our Americana LOCO, are excited if it seems cops act unlawfully without accountability. So, can you imagine the excitement of these wicked people when two cops murdered two blacks  in Minnesota?!?? Bc there isn't justice enough for lives lost. 

Sam Elliot back in 80s

https://youtu.be/Y9JVGVrRzCw

Priceless line by Elliot, "well I'm not gonna show you my dick!" Haha

top 10 western movie shootouts

https://youtu.be/Y9JVGVrRzCw

Bailey/puppy

https://youtu.be/p_37jfSUE0o

if only a VAN

Recall Matt Foley, van down by the river?  I guess your life is pretty pathetic if you now only wish you had one thing. A van down by the river!

https://photos.app.goo.gl/fh5qNyDGPFe7o4Kh9

onion heard, depp

Quote from The Onion:

If you think Heard and Depp are caustic and unhinged, try looking in the mirror.

the political climate now

Is so bad I cannot support a Republican, least of all a Democrat. I've witnessed communities that have Republican as their base that are horridly intolerant and racist.  Horrid white supremacists. I think Democrats are no better at tolerance. People who love Satan believe they are reaching a summit now. 

When trump got elected in election before last, I had no idea how racist republicans were becoming. And he seemed liked by blacks. So that was confusing, but I know there are blacks who wanted out of the democrat box they were expected to be in. Yet, a republican win is seen by these right extremists as a win on their "side." So I cannot support Republican, and I wonder if blacks who wanted out of the box can cope with the enemies against them within the Republican party. And there is no candidate right now that I can confidently support. So I know nothing else to do but step back from voting.

onion/Argentina haha

https://www.theonion.com/argentina-confirms-hundreds-of-demons-hid-out-in-nation-1848887574

for Freedom CHRIST set US Free

I prefer the word "queer" not gay for this, because gay you are not. Gay means happy. You know you are not happy. If you were truly happy, you'd have no reason to end the misery. But you can let misery propel you to end the problem. Those who are comfortable and happy in this sin are lost - eternally, but I know that is not you. WORDS FOR THE HOMOSEXUAL YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS, in fact it's not "gay" it's QUEER Oh to be "gay" I sit at table with my male friend I look over and see a young man, and his "friend." They are conspicuously dressed in 1920's hair and 1920's sweaters. Something about the face is tight. It's awful. One of them sees me. He begins to look longer. He begins to look admiringly. He begins to look longingly. I look again and catch him looking. He snaps head around to avoid me. His friend returns. They leave the bar/restaurant and he detours to pass by the window in front of my friend and me. He looks at me. Deep inside, I gasp. I pray a prayer for his confusion because I believe he and his friend are "gay." (I believe this was written when I was "too good to miss") Homophobia makes sense. What if I AM capable of homosexuality? We know for sure that it can happen to a whole society, I mean, loosely recalling history I know that in Greece the military was 90% gay towards the end of their great civilization. End, that is. Get it? So, if Homosexuals inject their thinking full-force into the society trying to influence others, and are accepted - that's it! The writing is on the wall. Decline ahead. I believe we are seriously heading for a fall. The man who plays "Will" in the TV show "Will and Grace" said on a recent talk show he believes we'll all be gay someday. Yeh, over my dead body, Mr. Know-it-all! That possibility is not something I would boast about on a talk show as he did. Interesting that he and the other main gay guy character are actually straight. Weird, but I was so happy to find it out. I thought they were straight. Why is that? What happens to a man that even converts his exterior self to reveal that he is "queer" indeed. We do not know if we are capable of becoming Sodom and Gomorrah. It's about the collective mind. Christ seems to have more interest in us than that. Look at the door that has been opened to the enemy of our souls, allowing AIDS. Yet here is a crisis that could bring someone out of sin, if they let it. I do believe the disease comes from consequence, in general. (Therefore God can remove it on the behalf of the penitent one.) I have a right to fear not only disease, but also the moral disease that can erode a culture, that can desensitize people to what is right and wrong, that can weaken the moral fiber. Excuuuuuse me, then for my "homophobia," but I'm gonna say these things if it causes trouble, or not. Of course one must not hate people for homosexuality as has been done in the past. We must not insist that people live in dark corners alone, unable to talk about the strange desires they are not able to control, and try to brush the problem and the people under the rug. There is healing for the homosexual through basic principles laid down in the Bible, and that healing has perhaps been denied for too long, so we reap the consequences. As a society we eventually suffer as a whole for our neglect of homosexuals as their bitterness and hatred escalate. The power they have over us comes from the guilt we harbor deep down from our own part in the problem - our neglect. The word homosexual means same-sexual (homo=same,) therefore the word applies to male or female and shouldn't be used to denote only males of that orientation. In observing two lesbians, or female homosexuals, I noticed one was very pretty, the other looked like a lesbian (could that have been the perverse turning up of the corners of the mouth as she looked at me?) She had short, black hair, and a very rugged face. Ok, let me stop here and acknowledge - homosexual sex is a part of the human race because we all are capable of just going after kinky, wild forms of sex - it's in us. I am not exempt. Some are more vulnerable to that. Back to the "queer" women - OOOOH isn't it just sweet and cozy? Together they left the cafe where I found them, the pretty one of the two, the unlikely one (of course), took the masculine role, surrounding the other one with her hands and arms. Because it's weird, it's kinky, it's not how it's supposed to be and that's rebellious. Rebellion can appeal to you if you have given up on the things you once loved that were right. They are so "close." It led me to thinking... 1) Women get their periods at the same time when they live together. Ish. Yuck. The thought of touching another woman's menstrual blood, it makes me cringe. But for a man, it’s not a problem or disgusting at all. Why should it be? When the mind becomes perverse, when you want to rebel against what is normal, you can learn to overcome what would otherwise be objectionable. You can learn to love what is disgusting. The thought of oral sex with another woman-it also makes me nauseous. Involving myself with labia, or vaginal discharge (unless as a gynecologist) ISH! ISH! ISH! What possesses a woman so that she can love such a thing? Need I say? 2) Don't things hit these two over the head once in a while, such as, a woman can never truly make love to another woman with a part of her body, the one thing which makes sexuality between a man and woman extremely charged and strange, but fantastic? A man puts an extremely sensitive part of his own body inside the woman. This is the profound, the symbolic thing about heterosexual (normal) sex that is so essential and cannot in any way, shape, form be replaced in homosexual sex by either gender. To say that it is replaced in any way is stupid and absurd. Doesn't it seem absolutely ridiculous, childish, flat and empty to be trying to simulate what a man does each and every time they strap on a fake penis? It should remind them that a man has a real flesh and blood penis. They don't care if this is absurd because they enjoy bashing God and God's beautiful creation. However, that is something we all are capable of, I want to add, but usually because the good things have been destroyed for us. Always in male homosexual sex one person is uncomfortable or in pain while the other is getting a cheap, merely physical imitation of true, fulfilling sex. Interesting that God's ideal is that both parties feel ecstasy at the same time, with body parts complementing each other in a way that it is not painful, but also, homosexuals seem to miss the fact that there is a deep, spiritual component built into God's way of sex that is only present with male and female. Both feel wonderful sensations at the same time, but both fulfill some God-given need, in part, as they merge with the other sex. It is as fundamental as God saying he made man in his image: male and female. The true Godhead is made complete as male and female unite. The mystery that Apostle Paul talked about lay in the fact that God has become the lover of mankind as male is lover to the female. It seems possible that the two become one because the oneness created is a total picture of the Godhead who himself said that his image is made up of male and female. (See Genesis.) It amazes me that for the sake of whatever the homosexual is trying to 'prove' he or she endures third-rate sex that is merely the physical aspect of getting an orgasm or some kind of physical pleasure. It is shallow. There are those who try to say it is good sex. How unbelievable. How stupid. They are referring to an erotic experience that can in no way come close to what male and female can experience because of the dimensions God has placed within it. And in giving in, and going to the homosexual dimension, they have lost the ability to truly experience the mysterious, wonderfulness of what God has given to male and female. God did not place within males and females the same dimensions with their own sex as he placed within male and female towards each other. Homosexuals cannot see the third and fourth dimensions that cannot possibly exist between them. What? Do homosexual men find a perfect replacement in having the penis enter the part of the body that disposes of bodily waste? HA! What mockery of the creation! And that's what it is. It is mockery because it is forged in cynicism - when we give up on the good things. When the penis is sinking into human feces - this perfectly replaces the union of male and female? What? While one man looks down at another man's back, and causes him pain while he finds momentary pleasure of the rankest kind? This is "wonderful?" HUH? Are you insane? I really think so. Homosexual love is not actually love for your own sex - to the contrary. There is an underlying hatred or disgust for one's own sex, not to mention, there is hatred for the opposite sex, despite what many will claim. I have examined these things carefully, having also been tempted by the gay lifestyle. I have observed the fundamental basis for this temptation. It was deterioration that brought this temptation. It was the deterioration of my hopes regarding the opposite sex. You see, when one is hurt by the opposite sex and after going ahead of God and indulging sexuality outside of a loving commitment, what God would have, one can become so deeply wounded. I can see clearly, having passed through these same portals more than once, where the spirit of the age was beating against my soul and where homosexual thoughts came flooding in and I had not the usual resistance. I can see that there is a cynicism that comes in with the hurt, and homosexuality is a result of the cynicism. Ugh. Are you ready for the truth? Homosexuality is a compound of evils, of sins. These words cannot help the one who just doesn't care about all this. For those who never really cared about the good things, about God's good things, God's ways - this is meaningless. I am speaking to the ones who care, or who once cared. Satan is lying to you. It has a lot to do with the collective unconscious of a place, and the spirits in that place, something I understand now but didn't then, when I first felt overwhelmed by a new temptation to perversion. There I was, 28 years old, and let me tell you how heterosexual I am, how I've always adored the male. Yet, at 28, living in central Philadelphia surrounded by transvestites waiting for their turn to have their sex change at the Philadelphia hospital which is renowned for it's sex changes, I was being attacked by something new and unwelcome. I was being bombarded by homosexual thoughts. Just prior to this I was living on the other coast in Los Angeles. The collective unconscious of that particular region is very powerful and controlling also. I had been influenced by the attitudes and behavior of L.A. at a time when some were choosing to escape typical lifestyles and try celibacy. A new movement was under way called "neo-celibacy". The old kind was monks and nuns. The new kind was people reacting to the damage done by promiscuity, lust, and a casual environment for sex. A guy told me, "It's either become a neo-celibate or become gay." In other words: either get off the sex merry-go-round or let it take you even further into a wilder, cruder form of self-indulgence and perversion. And I had just moved to Philadelphia where people weren't old fashioned anymore. Oh no! You can't let that "old world" exterior fool you. Brotherly love is now brotherly lust. I had stopped the destruction and become a neo-celibate a little too late. I had also gotten pregnant and it led to a miscarriage. Miscarriages are a lot more traumatic and dangerous than people realize. Post miscarriage is a time of mourning and a time of psychological vulnerability. The damage had been done. Me - a raging heterosexual! I suddenly felt like putty, strangely without resistance to sensual thoughts and feelings. My head was reeling. I felt as if I was losing my mind. It didn't seem possible that I was getting thoughts of perversion, and I didn't want to admit it. Wow! I would know today exactly what was happening. The collective unconscious and the wicked spirits of a metropolis are controlling. Yes, I had to deal with something in me, but there was something outside of me I never understood. Satan has been given a degree of power to be able to invade our thought lives. If you get a thought of perversion, why does it surprise you? You still have a flesh side of you and the enemy can influence it. There is no need for panic or to think you are now "gay." No one is gay, that is a lie. Everyone is either male or female, and everyone is capable of perverting the normal way of the genders. That your flesh would want to pervert sexuality should be no surprise. But if Christ has bought you, you can just say, "no" to the enemy. Just send the author of sin away, and confess your own sin. I finally sought out the group called HARVEST at Tenth Presbyterian in downtown Philadelphia (restoration for the homosexual through Jesus.) Partly, I chose this ministry because it was all I could find in that town that had living, evangelical Christianity. Here at last were people whose lives had been truly transformed by Christ, and they were thankful to Jesus for it. Finally, in the privacy of my own home I simply came to terms with the reality that I was capable of the sin of homosexuality, and that I had opened a door through my heterosexual sins. Something had been conceived within me, though not realized through experience. I simply confessed this to God, while in the bath, and asked him to cleanse me of this sin. An important element is that I needed to recognize and confess that I could not stand in my own righteousness. No. I needed to come to the end of that, and to accept that I too could become homosexual and am capable of perversion. In the transaction that took place, I confessed my sin that had brought me to this place, but also received the righteousness of Jesus in place of my own. In that I found grace and strength to overcome. Wham! I came out of that weird struggle OVERNIGHT. Simple confession and forgiveness are great weapons of the Christian. I was afraid that sin would grow in me and lead to actions, and confession stopped that. It's important to note that I will always recognize the potential I have for that sin, and will never assume that I am beyond it. This gives me great power against it. It is our strongest defense. Self-righteousness will never hold up. It's His righteousness or no righteousness. We are tested and tempted by our living in the world. Not being of the world is only possible in the strength of His righteousness replacing our own. Yes, the self-righteous attitude of those who do not feel tempted by homosexuality, and maybe never have, can be cruel and loveless. Violence is an element of homosexuality. It exists in homosexuality because it exists wherever there is lust. I will later add scriptures that confirm this. There are several scriptures that link violence to lust. I will outline this in my essay entitled merely: "sexuality issues." The evidence is everywhere. Homosexuality proves that there always have been two kinds of desire involved in human sexuality. One: the multi-dimensional longing to join with the body of the gender with which one can create new life, and find affection and love according to nature and God, i.e. male to female. Two: the desire for pleasure, for kinky diversions from love, for other people's spouses in order to play a game or cause pain (a destructive wish,) for a physical sensation and experience with anything or anyone for the sake of excitement, or the desire for someone in a kind of idolatry, or the desire for someone as a conquest for the sake of ego. These I label with one word: lust, whether they be between male and female or of the same sex. Homosexuality is not only the second kind of desire; it is taking it to the next level, taking us deeper into bondage. It's lust gone completely wrong, completely out of control. It cannot have the dimensions of health and love, and it is not surprising that it has fostered so much disease (syphilis now occurs only between homosexual males, did you know?) Don't give me your hare-brained sentiment about how homosexuality can belong to the first category if the situation is right! Homosexuality is intrinsically and without exception an evil diversion from healthy sexuality and nothing you can do can redeem it from that. You think marriage can redeem it? Hilarious. You cannot experience love for your own sex and include lust, there is no possible way. Homosexuals have damaged the one relationship in which the most pure and self-less love can be found-fraternal love. What is fraternal love? It is an unselfish love felt toward a brother or sister, which does not include sensuality or sexual desire. Just as with our pets, we can get a non-sexual, and thus non-threatening touch from our brother or our sister, or our friend of the same gender. In homosexuality, this is being threatened. It is one of the purest loves, right up there with mother or father love. It is a relationship in which we can retreat and know we are not being used, that there is nothing to be desired about us but our true selves. For the homosexual, lust has spilled over into that relationship too. There are no boundaries. There are no safe places. I don't know how I could handle the tragedy of losing the beautiful love that I now can have with another woman or the tragedy of losing the protection I have against elements of desire that would pervade it. To lose that would tell me to scream in terror. But because of an overwhelming deluge of perversion and of lust, the homosexual lives that nightmare which I cannot bear to imagine. Even in my relationships with men, it seems only the ones which do not include sexual desire are the ones that are lasting and demonstrate true love. In any relationship where we introduce sexuality, problems always seem to come so easily. If sexuality is spilling over into all sorts of relationships where once one felt "safe" from them, one cannot experience this without misery, unless one is merely a devil or a son of the devil. How horrible when a father sees his daughter no longer as a beloved child but he sees her body, her sexuality and takes an interest only in the pleasure it might give him. How horrible when a person sees an animal and instead of having a divine respect for a species given by God to mankind for a divine purpose, sees it as a means of sexual pleasure. This could be a dog or a horse. Men have looked at the opening on a sheep, and seeing it’s not that different from a human female, they have decided to have sex with a sheep. What can you say about such a man? Such a person as this has lost all self-respect, all hope, all faith, all life, all love. Do I have to remind you that AIDS reportedly began with someone doing this same thing with a monkey? There are built in consequences when sin goes to the extreme. Thank God. Without consequences we would not know for sure if anything was wrong. Imagine, a man saw that a monkey is a higher species, and has an opening, a vagina similar to a woman, and says, "I'll have sex with that." He sees a boy, and since boys can be small and delicate with smooth skin, he can't see the difference between that and a soft, delicate woman. No boundaries! Something horrible happens to a society where the boundaries surrounding those who should be protected, or those who are completely inappropriate for sex are destroyed. That society becomes very, very ill. And that's what I see happening, and my soul is troubled. Satan is a thief, a killer and a destroyer. He wants nothing more than to see you and the culture around you sink into lust and perversion, with no boundaries, and uncontrolled passions and desires until you turn into a pile of mush! All the colors of relationships just run into one muddy mess. That way you and others will lose all strength and energy for life and lose all inspiration for the things that really matter and you and those around you will be destroyed. This is happening to our society. It is terrifying. Why have so many societies and countries disappeared into fragments of history? Because Satan did them in too. They eventually were overtaken by passionate hatred, greed, anger, vengeance, lust, murder and perversion. Just think of where things can end up. Think of those strong characters of honor we depend on to hold our society together. If they get old and die and are not replaced, it is a tragedy. Since this is such a long essay, I have divided it in half. See part 2. To contact an organization that helps people resolve unwanted homosexuality, look up the website: www.exodus.to/ called Exodus International or call 888-264-0877. There are thousands of success stories of kicking the gay lifestyle.

However, it is now 15 years from when I first posted this. I cannot say for sure if they have remained a legitimate organization and have not succumbed to corruption. Go with caution!

Part 2

Words For The Homosexual You Don’t Want To Miss, Part 2

As a girl, an adolescent, I was interested in other girls' bodies as an extension of

my own. My interest was in the sexuality of the body and I was not attracted to

females and did not feel that any girls who had the same interest were either. After learning about what men and women did when I was ten, then came my period and now I was getting interested and excited about what sex is, but whoa, not with a male. Was not ready for that. 

Adolescent girls are afraid of experiencing real sex with men (I mean, so it was in

the mid-1960's,) but they are fully aware of it and extremely curious.

There's excitement in exploring other girls' bodies as a way to get familiar with

one's own sexuality, but this is far removed from desiring another girl as a sexual

partner, or from having a longing for romance with another girl. This seems to be

more acceptable for females than for males, so I hear.

When I turned 16, I remember a female friend in my High School class who was

sensual and had been violated - more by the culture than anything else. She had

been in some very shallow sexual relationships for a couple years already with

older men.

I was staying at her home for a weekend.  She was saying she wanted to get sexual in a way, with me, and I remember thinking of the

adolescent exploring of 12 or 13 but knew this was not that, it was a female being

'into' me. Which is a whole different thing!

Suddenly the thought caused fear and revulsion. Suddenly it seemed evil and

inappropriate.  I knew it was evil. What causes a young woman to be attracted to this very same evil that suddenly

presented itself to me that year, rather than resist it? What makes this a

desirable thing to the lesbian?

It is a pathological condition, a weakness that makes good and evil

indistinguishable in terms of consequences. It comes from nothing more

complicated than our basic evil nature, the sin we were born into.  But it's the yielding with no concern about the losses. 

If you continue in something sinful, including perversion, demons will surely find

you and seek to overtake you.

Where people continue in heterosexual or homosexual sex even when they know

it will give them AIDS, just to have the full sensation of unprotected sex, the

demonic is evident and present there.

Here is an example of the beauty of the multi-dimensional experience of normal,

healthy, male to female sexuality that I have experienced.

A policeman dropped me off at a convenience store during the dead of a cold,

long winter years ago, because my car had broken down on the highway.

Continued...

This was to help me to find a phone. At the store I discovered a young man I'd

worked with at a security company a couple summers before. At that time he

was only about sixteen and a half, but now at eighteen, he was the picture of

masculinity with only traces of boyhood left behind.

He was adorable! There was something so innocent about him, so unspoiled;

yet he seemed bursting with the thoughts and feelings of a grown man.

I looked at him and literally sent a thought up to God, "this is the object of my

greatest desire." Just as my thought emerged, the young man turned, looked at

me and smiled.

 The affirmation this gave me is something unparalleled on earth. The ordeal I

was having with the car and being in a lonely place in the middle of "urban-

sprawl" was softened, even made happy by this young man.

I remember thinking how the feelings he was giving me were health to my mind,

my body. This was not a sordid lust - this was the purest and surest form of the

basic attraction we all feel who long for the opposite sex.

The warmth that came from him was almost a tangible river. I could feel it. I think

when we feel this desire, this pure, healthy version of sexuality we are ministered

to.

When I sit next to a homosexual male in a cafe or a computer lab - wherever,

and he's someone who has all the obvious signs of being gay, almost inevitably I

can clearly observe that he cannot, or will not share the current that often runs

between a male and me similar to the one described above.

He coldly shuts me out, except in the case of the type of gay man I described at

the beginning where by some accident he is attracted to me.

Otherwise, the cold is also almost as tangible as ice. Again, I want to mention

that homosexuality carries with it a face, a look, a sound in the voice - that is so

unattractive. Think about it - why does it change one's appearance to look and

sound strange?

That's why it didn't surprise me that the actor in Will and Grace isn't gay. He isn't

gross enough.

Does this not alert the gay person to the truth about him, that he is living a big

lie? Yes, and I also know that many who are caught in the gay lifestyle feel

trapped, regardless of how hideous they may seem. That prison has been

opened by Jesus Christ.

Continued..

The gay person suffocates and twists what is so profoundly basic in us all. He

causes himself ill health, damage. Lesbians and gays are trying to undermine

the most fundamental area of their lives! Can you imagine rejecting something as

basic as your gender? How miserable!

Adam wasn't happy in Paradise because he was alone. As the saying goes it

was Eve not Steve, her, not him who made the difference. God made her out of

him so she wouldn't be something that much different, i.e., "bone of my bone and

flesh of my flesh."

It was not God's idea to create anything so far from Adam, just something that

would reciprocate needs and feelings in a way that would be far better than

something identical.

And male and female is one of the most basic and concrete plans God ever

showed us. I laugh to think of going against that.

I think of the profound way in which God did that, how men do compliment me

and provide so much that a woman can't. I am in awe of this perfect idea and the

fact that so much of that perfection is still present in the world.

After all this time I still see my Adam in so many men, having a part in Eve. If

you do not accept the biblical story, I cannot convince you or find any frame of

reference for you.

How is it that homosexuals have gained so much ground in our society today that

we are being told how to think, how to act? There has begun an undermining of

our foundations through deadly, "snaky" brainwashing.

Don't impose upon me your same-sex mentality! Lesbianism can only undermine

the beautiful love between me and other women who are like mothers and sisters

who come into my life.

I will defend to the death these safe, non-sexual relationships against the

systematic and lecherous undermining going on, by minds so open their brains

are falling out!

How can you live day-by-day killing the power of biological urges, which go to the

core of our survival? These urges have caused men to worship women in

monosyllabic tones, and these urges have caused women to go through hell in

order to have the child they have been told it is not possible to have with the man

they love.

 How can anyone live in opposition to the first and most basic thing God built into

our life on Earth every day of their lives and not only that - also brag about it?

What kind of insane bitterness from rejection or what revulsion of nature could

possess such people? Think about it.

There is a deluge that has begun to move in our direction in Western society -

starting with the acceptance of the disease of homosexuality, under the guise of

coming to the aid of the people afflicted by it, and feeding off of every shred of

guilt we may have from ill treatment in the past of homosexuals. And what is our

defense? What is our survival packet? Here it is:

A) Ask God to show you that you too are capable of homosexuality. It seems

strange, it hurts, and it's ugly to see such a thing within you. No one is above this

sin. No one! It shouldn't surprise us to see this within us.

B) Confess your sinfulness to God and ask God to cleanse and purge you. It

doesn't matter if you have sinned in this area already or not.

Repentance and forgiveness are two of the greatest weapons of the Christian, in

fact, two of the greatest luxuries. You will find power. Use communion - it is also

powerful, and rightfully yours if you desire to separate from sin.

C) Live life free from heterosexual lusts. Heterosexual lust leaves the doors wide

open to homosexuality.

D) Above all - find Christ's righteousness through his death and resurrection. Do

not rely on your own righteousness - a deadly trap.

If Jesus was tempted even in this way, but did not freak out and tell himself he

must be gay, then you too can face the temptations to perverted thoughts without

owning them, without letting them pigeonhole you.

E) Failure in relationships with people of the opposite sex doesn't have to freak

you out. Many are experiencing failure today, because it takes two to make it

work, and you can't control the other person's choices.

It can take time to iron out all the kinks that have come from the things that

haven't been right in one's life. Find the wisdom of patience.

 F) You need to learn about inherited sin. Yes, it's true that our genetics can

bring homosexuality, because sin patterns and tendencies are inherited. It

doesn't make it natural. It means that it gets passed down. Lucky you. Jesus

broke all curses at the cross and can break yours.

G) The good news is that if something is a sin, all we need to do is repent, and

Jesus will wash us from it. This was such a breakthrough revelation when I had

bulimia years ago.

Continued...

When I got out of High School I suddenly got fat from eating the way I did as a

teen. It was so bad I found myself throwing up to keep from getting fat. My

gluttonous eating was so horrible and I wanted to stop.

I was so blessed to know that gluttonous eating was a sin and all I needed to do

was repent, because then according to the scriptures 'if we confess our sins He

is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all

unrighteousness.'

Repentance, then, has the power to cleanse us from whatever the problem. Any

other type of problem is not as easy to remove if it is not a sin we are committing.

I confessed my gluttony as a sin and was released from gluttony from that time

forward. I’ve never had that problem again.

Homosexuality is a compound of sins, therefore a serious condition and not

easily overcome, yet nothing is impossible for God. It is rebellion against the

simplest most basic plan and design of God.

This rebellion may be forged out of an extreme hurt or disappointment, causing

us to lash out at God, who we feel has betrayed us.

It is lust, the kind I have described in another essay, a hateful, unkind, unloving

wish for another person.

It is perversion - twisting something out of its original and intended shape. It is

hate and violence.

There is no love in sexuality that is against God's way of sexuality because God

is love. It is a serious sin condition that breeds in affluent and complacent

societies like ours. If you have fallen in, it’s not too late. God has an answer. Call

on the Lord and you will be delivered.

I feel terrible for those who are plagued by homosexuality, who have found they

are vulnerable to this.

I will offer you my compassion, to find healing and be restored to the person you

were meant to be, but I cannot respond to you as long as you expect me to

believe that you are normal.

Note: I have encountered trouble in completing this project. I feel sure that the

subject I have just presented to you is one of the enemy angel's most treasured

conquests in the world today and that certain principalities and rulers of this

present darkness in the world desire to propagate the homosexual kind to the

furthest degree possible.

As in the days of the prophets of Baal, I know my God is the one who can

consume the works of our enemy gods.

Go in peace. The force of the Holy Spirit is with you!

Exodus International: www.exodus.to/ phone no: 888-264-0877

I hope they are now faithful to Christ but I don't know.

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Tom dick and Harry atkinson

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people escaping homosexuality

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Sexuality issues addressed

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Gay Men Care About Women?

https://gofreenow.blogspot.com/2007/05/gay-men-dont-really-like-women-at-all.html written may 2007

Help For Homo

See Go Free Now for Helps For Homosexuals to read this!

Harsh treatment of homosexuals

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Minnesota s own Al Franken, Michael Jordan is hilarious!!

article on female sexuality

Says women enjoy it less, not get as much out of it..I really think women are oversexed today but not liking men. Their lack of enjoyment is with men, and that isn't always that a man is doing what is right, sometimes it's the fault of the man, but women have turned from the natural, as mentioned in Romans..

pagan females

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OMG exorcism

Hilarious, this article! So many people possessed they feel.they can't keep up!

Hahaha

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cute, Spanish

el pequeño es lindo

The little one is cute!

suppresex needed by the masses

Posted Morgan of SNL earlier making a video of this, but the pont was, MANY folks today need this product!! Haha

SNL burger King

https://youtu.be/Eh8Fet_YMEk sketch of a bunch of artists in a limo coming from some show or convention, ordering at BK

Heard Depp trial SNL haha

https://youtu.be/s8R3EXXlKxg

Neusner's views of The Sabbath

The article on Neusner's book stated that Jesus worked on the Sabbath, and that He advocates work on the Sabbath. This is not quite correct. First, I have no recollection of Him actually working on the Sabbath, only Him challenging those who, again, had evil hearts and thoughts with only adherence to the law externally. He healed someone on the Sabbath which today we would see as to totally appropriate for clergy. But His main point was that the Sabbath was for rest. He said, "the Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath." One thing He emphasizes, again concerned with what is within a soul not what is external, is that there is a rest for the soul found in Him which is a permanent soul condition that one must find. Sabbath rest is within us who have the "peace that surpasses understanding." 

I personally have loved the laying aside of a day for rest as I experienced in the 1960s in our small town where everything was shut down and closed on Sundays. But this is now not a requirement. He was challenging that it is, but He was a religious Jew who kept the religious traditions Himself. But as He told those pharisees whom He could see were dead on the inside, "white-washed tombs," and sons of the devil,  what exists within is the primary thing, not what you do or show externally.  You can "keep Sabbaths" and be a dead soul. 

Note, religious Jews who keep strict Sabbaths I don't criticize. Some I'm sure do this to express love for God and respect. And they are bravely showing the world they are Jews!!

posted one year ago

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John Coltrane plays my fav things

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the sound of music

https://youtu.be/6f0T6UV-HiI

my favorite things

https://youtu.be/kPfgGkyUzEk

How Deep The Father's Love For Us

https://youtu.be/tzQj7XvKFmA

Story of "How Deep The Father's Love"

How deep the Father's love for us

How vast beyond all measure

That He should give His only Son

To make a wretch His treasure

How great the pain of searing loss

The Father turns His face away

As wounds which mar the Chosen One

Bring many sons to glory

Behold the man upon a cross

My sin upon His shoulders

Ashamed, I hear my mocking voice

Call out among the scoffers

It was my sin that held Him there

Until it was accomplished

His dying breath has brought me life

I know that it is finished

I will not boast in anything

No gifts, no power, no wisdom

But I will boast in Jesus Christ

His death and resurrection

Why should I gain from His reward?

I cannot give an answer

But this I know with all my heart

His wounds have paid my ransom

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what God has joined together

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Let not man put asunder

Neusner arguing with Jesus' words 2

Neusner liked that Jesus developed the commandments for us.

"You shall not kill" is extended to avoiding anger and insults (Matthew 5:21-22).

But it says in the article that Neusner disagrees with Jesus saying we should not confront evil. Because he didn't see that Jesus was not saying this. 

New International Version

"In your anger do not sin: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry,"

Paul the apostle said these words but I think it's a quote from the old book. Jesus called a close friend, "Satan," Jesus told the pharisees they were sons of Satan and snakes, and walked into a church with a whip to drive out money changers. Seriously, He was NOT telling us to not confront evil. And He had immense power from the holy spirit, more than any soul who ever lived. He just slapped back on a missing ear that got sliced off, and walked through a crowd trying to seize Him. 

Not to mention, He endured the worst capital punishment known to human kind and then plunged into hell and spent 72 hours fighting principalities and powers, "making sport of them," meaning, He mocked them.

So through two millennia we have failed to understand the difference between what is sin and what is not!  It says anger is acceptable, but not if it leads to hatred. 

Did Jesus tell us to not be angry, or in anger not to sin?

Anger that leads to hatred has led to sin. And Jesus showed how hatred is murder and leads to murder.

But I think Neusner did agree with this. Neusner liked Jesus. 

Jesus was trying to show in this and in all things that what is in our hearts counts even more than what shows up in actions, what is seen.  Evil dwells in lies, deceit and what is not seen until the evil soul cannot even see themselves, because they've lied to themselves!  But beyond this what lies in our hearts will determine the outcome. 

So, Neusner, according to this article liked Jesus' words about adultery that it extends to lust in our hearts.  Of course. Every evil begins in the heart. And so Jesus said that to look with lust is the beginning of adultery. What we have lacked in the west is a clear understanding of sexuality, more than anything. And it wreaks havoc on us now with such weird maestros as Freud who was not moral or biblical. He was pagan, negative and probably satanic  People follow Freud more than Jesus, probably because they would claim Him, Jesus, to be a fun killer.

Jesus said sin is a prison. Is that fun?  Freud had no cure for sin. 

Obviously, Jesus was telling us lust is sin, not just what you act out. If you are consumed with lust, but you do nothing, can you claim Innocence? Of course not. So, what is lust? And such "brilliant" theologians as Billy Graham really have said that lust is just feeling anything at all sexual towards the opposite sex. Well now, since we have every other kind of lust consuming Americans and so many others, it's easier to see the difference between right and wrong. 

So by negating all sexual feelings and thoughts even theologians have led people down the road of teaching us that we are evil, only evil, and so is any of our sexuality. And this is pagan and satanic. 

One of the reasons for, again, this "properous invention of the devil" (Thomas Paine) is that the one thing Satan does not want the person who chooses life over death to ever have is that treasure of sex combined with love which would only come from God, because the Bible says He is love. 

It is the war against "what God has joined together" that has been in the west since St Valentine was put to death for facilitating this very thing in 250 AD in Rome. Satan hates maybe more than anything else expressions of true love. And you have to admit there was no greater gift given by God than His idea of a union between a man and a woman. 

Jesus, as in all things, helps us to find from within what the law tells us to do. To not commit adultery must begin in the heart and mind. It cannot be external only. Our minds must change. 

But Satan and his humanoids do everything they can to tear down God's greatest gift. They and he use corruption and the shame from it, twisting ideas and words, the word love corrupted to never mean anything other than sex! All in Satan and their attempt to rob us of God's gift. Rob us of happiness!

So what is lust? There is nothing that follows the loss of connection to God, or the lack of fear of Him like no longer functioning normally with regards to sexuality. And people fall so far that you could talk a streak on this and could never get through to the numerous numb skulls we have today. What is pure is difficult to impossible to put into words. One can only find, through the peace of God that surpasses understanding that is disturbed by what is not pleasing to Him, what is pure. One reason is the soul that does not surrender to God is too far from understanding to try to explain. And way too corrupt. 

One can only find the truth from God, from transparency towards Him. Psalm 19 takes us through the steps of transparency. If you truly desire to know how God sees you, He will show you. You must be willing to see yourself. Psalm 19 says, paraphrased, Lord show me if I have secret faults. Then it says, show me if I presume upon your grace. And if you pray in this way, and you want to hear what He says, you will. This is the ONLY way to have assurance of your right standing with Him. And what is wrong sexually will show for you because God will reveal it to you. If you know God isn't playing games regarding sin and is serious about it, and if YOU are serious about it, you will allow Him to shine light upon your life. 

I DO know you cannot make all things remotely sexual sinful except if your conscience is seared and you cannot discern right from wrong. And if this is what you are you have lost God's greatest gift. 

But in answer to what is lust, I think it has the dangerous D's of it's degrading, defiling , demeaning, dangerous, and the list could go on. It's not about love.  It does not lead to love. There is no respect for oneself or others in it. 

I feel as if there are many words needing to be said or written, but the task right now is overwhelming and this post is getting too long. I'll try to say more before long. 

arguments about "what would Jesus do?'

Personally, I believe if one would explore whether or not Jesus masturbated, this could help Jews and Christians alike. 

RABBI Neusner OPENS ARGUMENT ON JESUS

By RICHARD N. OSTLING AP Religion Writer,  the Sun Sentinel

Intro by author of article:

Much Jewish-Christian dialogue merely rehashes historical grievances or fosters superficial goodwill. More substantive discussion of religious differences is hampered by Orthodox Judaism's policy of shunning talks with Christianity.

My response to this: 

I've been involved in a Jewish-christian alliance online and I know what he means. One thing that mostly occurred with the organizer of the alliance was "rehashes historical grievances." This man can tell you all the horrid things done to Jews by so-called Christians. But he really doesn't want people to try to convince others, Jewish others, of their theology, which I agree with. But I wondered if the alliance was really succeeding.

Author of article, again;

Rabbi Jacob Neusner wants to fill that vacuum and "take up an argument postponed for nearly 2,000 years." His claim is overly grand, but he does make a noteworthy contribution in the 1993 book A Rabbi Talks With Jesus, recently reissued in a revised edition (McGill-Queen's University Press). Neusner, a prolific Jewish author, teaches at the University of South Florida...

The book sidesteps modern scholars' endless arguments about whether Jesus actually did this or said that, preferring to take the four Gospels in their entirety and confront Jesus as believed in by ordinary Christians. Neusner skips the Gospels' miracles, crucifixion and resurrection, concentrating instead on Jesus' teaching, mostly from Matthew's Gospel.

Though Neusner belongs to Reform Judaism, which celebrates individualism and freedom from tradition, he's a traditionalist who amiably dissents from Jesus' interpretations of the Torah, God-given Jewish law in what Christians call the Old Testament. 

"Where Jesus diverges from the revelation by God to Moses at Mount Sinai, he is wrong and Moses is right," he maintains.

Starting with the Sermon on the Mount (Matthew 5-7), Neusner says Jews can appreciate Jesus' opening Beatitudes ("Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. ...").

He also endorses the way Jesus develops three of the Ten Commandments:

My response: 

I like his use of the word "develops" bc Jesus did explicate the old writings, however, there's a new testament passage that states that if everything was written that could be written there would not be room for all the books that would be written. It seems to me that more writing is always necessary if relying on the written word to explicate well what anyone was trying to say. Paul's  writings were misunderstood, I believe, when writing what became Calvinist theology.  If Paul could be here to explain better we would get a better picture. This is true about things spoken by Jesus. Right here Neusner, who has now passed, refers to several of the passages that I've noticed were in need of more words.

I'm not saying that translators failed. Preserving ancient Jewish writing and ancient early church writing against all the darkness of the ages past is a miracle. And those who were doing such work themselves were still waiting for more revelation.

This writer of the article refers to Neusner's writing, who brought up many passages I've looked at lately and have seen where the meaning was misconstrued. Bc, think of it rationally, if we believe in Jesus as the Christ, then it would follow that He would not contradict the old writings. Develop them, yes, contradict them, no.

I've noticed that people who find certain interpretations, particularly ones that suit their evil nature only make their conclusions from one word, one word that could have been a different word choice and the meaning would be so altered. 

Revelation 12: 11

And they overcame him by the blood of the lamb, and by the word of their testimony, and they did not love their lives unto death.  

This is how many who look for a victory by Satan over Christians and Jews determine that Revelation is telling them of the death of these people when in fact I now notice that ONE word "the" that is in some translations causes it to read, " they did not love their lives into THE death." 

Now I realize the passage was telling that those who love God, overcame the devil and were those, it's delineating who now, were the ones who did not love their lives unto the second death. "The" refers to the second death.

I can just hear the complaint of those who think God is unfair. How could He leave us in the lurch? How could He not make it clear?

There are people who have been saved merely by observing the order in nature that comes from a sane creator, no words, no scripture. There are those who have been saved by being only taught Islam but see a loving Allah. The Bible has made clear we live by faith not knowledge. Faith is about a heart open to God. 

Jeremiah 23 says (and I spend much more time in that old book than the new)

"In the latter day you will understand." I guess God was saying, as you get closer to things that will be, it will become more clear. 

Also, one needs a relationship with God and must open their heart to God for the indwelling holy spirit to understand anything related to God's kingdom. Otherwise, now I see the Bible can actually bring evil results for evil people, to read it in the common tongue. A Bible should have a warning like a cigarette pack. "If you don't meet the criteria, this book may take your soul from comatose to complete death."

Satan stands by to use this book for his purposes and is always ready to deceive. But people are deceived by their hearts being wrong. It's human evil the devil preys upon. Human evil is our problem as talked about in Jeremiah 17 more than Satan.  You can see how centuries of one human living before the flood could cause that human to develop into unbearable wickedness. God HAD to shorten our lives!!

But knowledge doesn't redeem souls. God said HIS PEOPLE perish (die or have bad happen) for lack of knowledge. It talks only of God's own, not people in general.

One passage that really stands out is the one about honoring parents and Jesus talking about setting family members against ea other. Oh my!!

Neusner COMPLETELY misunderstood this one!  And you wonder, why didn't anyone try to help him understand this passage? Or did they? Or did they deliver their message with a bad attitude? It's amazing all the efforts by false Christianity to keep Jews from ever seeing the light!  What were they afraid of? A Jew enlightened? The old testament talks about how people feared Jews bc of their God 

So, I'll try to explicate. Keep in mind, it's the written word which can be misunderstood.

Look at the book of Micah. Chapter 7. It says mother and daughter are enemies. It says beware of the one "who lies in your bosom." That's a spouse! And see how almost identical it is to the passage in Matthew that says almost the same words. But now Jesus makes clear it's on account of HIM! But it WAS bc of Him in the Old book it's just that He was hidden there. 

It's talking about the very choice you see in the first book of the Bible, in Genesis where God says choose between life and death. This is where Calvin beliefs and ideas about evil humans being the union of Satan and man are null. Bc the choice is made by people from the same blood line, one chooses life, the other death. That's why you find your worst enemies in your family. The sayng "familiarity breeds contempt" only applies when as one becomes better acquainted with a soul they become closer to the thing they rejected and thus the other person becomes more and more contemptible.

This would be more likely if you know someone lifelong and have the chance to know them by sharing space as you do with family.

This is probably the main reason for a failed marriage especially when someone has been deceiving someone to get into the relationship and now the deceived one is finding out the truth. "Beware of the one who lies in your bosom."

In Genesis God says there will be enmity between Satan's children and God's. And there are no other TYPES of people on the earth.

How is it on account of Jesus? How is it on account of Messiah? Bc Messiah amplifies the choice for life which conversely amplifies the choice of death. John 3 says "they are condemned already BECAUSE they did not believe in the only son of God." Now God has made a greater provision for redemption. God does not take lightly that this gift is rejected by humans whose main plight is their inability to do right!  That they would put a fist to God and insist that they need no help causes Him to hate them as the book says He hated Esau!  Esau was giving up his soul. 

Satan thus sees more clearly humans who are rightfully his own. And I shudder to think of what Satan makes out of the clay of human! Don't get me wrong. Satan never created anything. He only gets humans to cooperate with defiling the image of He whose image they were made in. It's Satan's pleasure due to his hatred of God.

Sadly it is a hatred shared by humans.

That brings me to talk about Jesus "developing" the first commandment. You see only the words in Exodus, "you shall have no other gods before Me."

So Jesus said "you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul and all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself." Here is where loving oneself is a commandment. People hate themselves bc they hate God whose image they are. We only are able to love other people by means of love from God, then love for ourselves, but loving ourselves bc we love God. 

He really developed that commandment!

Going back to what Neusner said about honoring parents in Moses' law and how he thought Jesus contradicted this!  This is where, I find, honoring them becomes so difficult. If they are evil, they are your enemy, difficult. Difficult yes, but we will find God's blessing, as He said, long life, if we do honor them anyway. Here is where one wonders, has to find answers, when evil comes from parents. Of course, condoning their evil God doesn't want. 

And as Neusner stated, misunderstanding also Jesus talking about what seemed to say we should not confront evil, yes we SHOULD. I see now Jesus was talking about application of said concept, not about leaving evil to grow and take over!!  Turn the cheek. If someone strikes you on the cheek, don't let anger force you to immediately retaliate. Stand back, evaluate, find a strategy against the evil, don't just react!

Again, rational thinking tells you the God who killed off all humans save only a small small number to confront their evil that He found contemptible, would not come to earth as a wimpy male.  Jesus walked with such immense power coming from the holy spirit, the tangible part of God who heals, and effects our physical world, and could walk through a crowd. He used whips in a church to show anger. We need more whips in churches!

He called pharisees a brood of vipers, sons of the devil!  Clearly much is misunderstood!  Sure, bc of Satan and his schemes, which would have no effect without humans by which he works! Humans who do his work and have to pay for HIS sins in hell. 

Neusner, as it appears, was very positively impacted by Jesus, yet confused by things said he didn't understand. Neusner credited Jesus for just about every positive development in the west, credited him for civilizing the west! Amazing, bc he was a contemporary of Holocaust Jews!

But misunderstanding of scripture has plagued everyone, including Christians, since time immemorial. And in the words of Thomas Paine, founding father, it's been a tremendously "prosperous invention of the devil." But, again, only with human cooperation. 

I know Neusner did not seem to think Jesus was in favor of Moses' law. But Jesus DID say He was the fulfilling of the law. I can see an example of this in looking at His "development" of that first commandment.  He says that we must love the Lord our God with all our hearts, all our souls, and our neighbor as well as ourselves. Now, I cannot muster up love for God. In my journey I have recognized His love for me. I have had the opportunity to realize His presence. As a result, I found myself simply experiencing something akin to falling in love. I just couldn't help loving God. So I find myself fulfilling this commandment but it is coming from within my heart. This is what Jesus does.

What also ensued is that to draw near to God I knew I needed to deal with evil in my life, but was enabled by the desire to be close to Him and by His amazing grace. This also is what Jesus does. 

These ponderings about Neusner I will continue in another post.

Pathetic Evil

Americans

A Rabbi Talks With Jesus, Neusner

Rabbi Talks with Jesus, A https://www.amazon.com/dp/0385424663/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_i_HTGNAC5B9TZEG46XRC39

bees and humans wow

A Manchester England beekeeper source says male bees lay around but only the fittest ones mate with the queen bee, haha. Otherwise they do nothing and die by winter. They are called drones. The female bees build the honeycomb but don't mate.  Does this sound familiar? Pagan paradise: a bee colony. 

In all this, no Homo.

If the bees behaved that way we'd say "what is this?" "What went wrong?"

So, we have pagans in America who follow bee colony ways. We have drones, queen bees and their female workers. But of course, they divert from bees in that they love Homo.

How apropos. There are breeders, but they have more than one male, non-breeders who are female and do all the work, non-breeder males who do NONE of the work. Very familiar. Now I have a word for this type of male. Drone. 

What I don't understand is that there is the saying "The Birds And The Bees" referring to education on human reproduction, but bees are not a good source for learning are they, since we don't really want our youth to learn bee ways do we?

it's the mothers, he said

I lived in Los Angeles, way back in the late 1970s to early 80s. I met this guy at a church who offered me a car, a 1960s Volvo. We were "just friends." No "benefits." He sat with me in a living room and told me he thought the problem with our American males was their mothers. I recall this now many years later bc then it didn't register bc, you know, young and dumb. Now I think, who was that guy, lost touch with him, he's brilliant!

One reason, we say, the hand that rocks the cradle rules the world, in our culture, pointing to the crux of our problem. 

bailey the golden again

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Male Birds

Online source: 'In many species the male bird's skill at nest building is a sign of his suitability as a mate; he invests huge effort in the task. Males of the European house wren build up to 12 nests to attract females. They will continue to build new nests until a female is happy with the construction.'. Now there's a nature source to follow!

Also, in the peacock family, the male obviously is the more beautiful one, the diplomat, out on the front lines, while the female is made to HIDE while she protects the young.  Most birds are the same.  The male peacock spreads his feathers in order to attract the female!

In the west, in Christendom, we've followed this paradigm. In ancient days women were not allowed on stage, men played the females. And even in church they were not allowed to sing, thus the boys choirs were invented, to sing high parts.

Also, most rock musicians and other male musicians have done their work mainly to attract females.